I'm having a Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day! I think I'll move to Australia!

So as you can tell from the title of this post, this is not going to be a happy blog. I guess I was having too many good and just okay days and it was my turn to get a bad day. BUT it is not great when I have a bad day. I don't know how to deal with feeling overwhelmed or stressed so I just cry and anything can turn on the water works. I'm a basket case!


I have some venting to do but on here is just not appropriate to do so I will just continue to deal with this stress the best way that I know how and cry for a while and then I'll be good as new!

So start off my day which really started out with a crappy night- I woke up this morning still sooo incredibly sleepy that you would of thought I only had an hour of sleep last night. It was just really hard to get out of bed and to start the daily routine.

Next, I got observed today on a lesson in which was completely new to my students and I was already in this blah kind of mood. Needless to say the lesson did not go very well and it was just not a good day to be observed any who!

Then, I called Brendan because I was just- I don't know- in a stressed out mood -and I cried at school! My kids weren' t in the room- they were at PE. Oh and I've only talked to Brendan for 4 minutes today. His work schedule this week does not go with mine and we haven't had a conversation at all this week! :o( So my eyes were all puffy and red and I had to go get my kids and I swear, if someone asks me "are you okay" after I just had a good cry, the works start back up. I really don't have a fantastic reason for crying. I did lose one of my bridesmaids last night which is part of the reason why I was in this funk.

Then mom calls me to tell me Great Grandma broke her shoulder last night. AND that it just the pits! She fell down luckily Shirley was there and heard her and called 911 and they came and helped her. I do love my Great Grandma. She is one amazing woman!!

Oh and I got Ashlyn's veil (my something borrowed) and I wanted to try it on with the dress this week to make sure it went well together. Well, mom asked me if a friend could just go with me. That was mean of her to say! I thought this would be a special time in which she would want to share and savor all the little moments with me. But, I guess not. She really hurt my feelings. I don't think she knows that though. Oh crap, the water works. This is such a depressing blog. I'm so sorry. Ordinarily, I'm not like this. I got this idea that if I were to type out all the stuff bothering me that I would feel better and stop all this damn crying!

Seriously, I don't know why I am being so emotional! I jut want to be happy and not to be away from Brendan so much and to just at least have a conversation with him and I want to stop crying. Please pray that tomorrow will be a better day. Please pray that my Great Grandma has a speedy recovery.

Sorry if I depressed you.